Tuesday, October 21, 2003

seein as i would much rather dilly dally on the computer rather than actually get some studyin done, i managed to bury myself in a pile of memory-filled blog entries.. some of which i have no recollection of.. while others brought about intense emotions - from laughter to utter sadness to futile anger to confusion.. the only thing these entries have in common is the author.. thru my experiences, i have seen myself grow.. whether it's growth in maturity is clearly debatable.. i have however come to appreciate every aspect of these experiences, including those individuals who have made them possible.. and, thus, this blog has fulfilled its duty of becoming a medium for inner-reflection.. on the other hand, as i read each entry, i began to recall hidden truths which would have caused detrimental ramifications to specific persons reading the entry; therefore, i learned the art of discretion.. i either mentioned code names, left out some parts of the event, or tweeked the entry so as not to directly allude to a certain experience.. writing my thoughts and feelings on this lifeless, inanimate object/thing allowed freedom of expression.. (so, wait.. wouldn't that be an oxymoron?.. how can i freely express my feelings if i conceal portions of valuable information?.. freedom, my friend, allows the choice of disclosing facts.. so therefore i did attain freedom).. what i would not normally utter in person, i am able to digitally scribble on this online journal.. as u may have noticed, i have the tendency to jump from one concept to another, often debating with myself.. =P.. questioning thyself leads to greater understanding and a quest to further on to truth.. aah, the blog *sigh*.. my sanity has been preserved~!!

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
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